Just some Fun

All right lets see.
The one to the right is a Camaro not sure about the yr. Wish I was.

Then the one below it a American Belvuee. Thats what it says on the side. Shrug




























Then these are a couple group shots. One is of my bosses brother sleeping a pill binge from him damaging his ribs on a quad a few days ago. I don't know how much help he is because everytime he does something he has to fall to his knees in pain. Shrug.

The hotel is one up in Pacific Wa. It is a rather nice hotel for the price. About 30 a night. Compared to even the most rundown place around here being nearly 45 plus a night. Very nice hotel I highly recommend it.


Then I wonder if my hair is to long? I like it long
I think I look sexy in long hair when it covers my
eyes and it does that wave thing that my long hair
does. OOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH Sexy. I think not.
Maybe with a weird look. Might make you run screaming.




Then this is a old Ford 100 Very clean and nice
I like it alot. Then the next one is what i can only
call Mobster Roadster. Also very nice.































We have gas?

IN Seattle

Well I'm in Seattle, Actually more exact Kent and Auburn. Nice hotel we've been placed in. Then king Oscar. Pool and the such. Right in the middle of a Cheercamp week and little screaming cheer leaders are all over. Anoyying.

Poems and Pictures, SO nice

Just sitting here listening to "Crazy Ex-Girlfriend" By Miranda Lambert.

Just some Pics and Poetry.

Its ALL in the Eyes!

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Flower Power, Or just really pretty?

"Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears."

By Edgar Allen Poe

Not your Momma's Milk Chocolate.
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But Oooooo So yummy.


By and Hope to see you again.














Do not fear thy fine maiden, I will'th not take your virtue this night. However Pleasure is its own reward the evening. Of a passionate kiss it make you stubble to bed. To await the dawn. For you are the chooser of your own fate. My sweetest love.

Poem

If I lay you down in roses, To gently caress you
Would you love me all the more
If I kissed you to a fever, only to make you rise higher
Would you love me all the more
If I made you shiver, but kept you warm
Would you love me all the more
If I loved you with every thing I have, and then some

Would you love me all the more?

Need a Date

Will someone please come with me. I'm going to the light show and need a date or someone to go with.

Just me and my life.

Well its been a few days since I last posted so I'd thought I've give it a try.
Hum. Well I lost my job a few months ago and I've been on unemployment ever since but I've been working part time jobs the newest one being at a antiques store in ephrata. Really cool by the way. First day was a trip to seattle to get some new stock for the store and it was cool because I really didn't have to do anything for roughly 3/4 of the day. The rest was moving some really nice stuff out of a old storage unit or two up there. Then we came back to ephrata. We didnt' get home tell 1 in the morning I was one tired S.O.B. But that here nor there. My boss is a kind old goat. Ex motorcyle rider turn antique store owner. Very unique perspective. I haven't pissed him off yet but then he has given me any shit to deal with. And I'm tired of taking anyones shit. I've been tired for a long time.

Anyways A few days ago I went down to the hay field to watch the swathers work. I love watching heavy machinery work. LOVE IT.














But the swather was nothing compared to this guys rake. I didn't get any pics but the rake is one of those big ones with the sharp teeth on the huge steel wheels. And He halls ass in that poor tractor.

Lets see. Not much else. OH got new tires for my truck. BigHorns from Maxiss. A rather agressive tire. I love them so far. I took them mudding in the field a little after I got them and they did super. Handles real well and Cleaned up real nice in the mud.


I've also been on line alot looking up varius patio and apartment gardens. Along with anything that gets my fancy. I've known about this site for a while but its the greatist. www.instructables.com you have to go see it.

Just need to speak

I've been doing to much thinking lately. Way to much thinking. An its making me depressed. How at 22 yrs of age you can be tired of life? I don't mean physically. I mean mentally and emotionally. I feel like I've been run threw the ringer more then once. I have people from all directions saying I'm stupid and worthless. I lose my wallet sometimes and all I hear is how stupid can you be? I start projects and can't finish them because I don't have the money. Then I'm thought of as worthless. I'm a poor kid just trying to get the fuck by. What am I supposed to do. I used to like to make things and use my mind to create things out of useless stuff. But now I don't know. Ever since my father died I've just had the floor pulled out from under me I feel like I'm falling and theres no way to stop. No hand holds, No place to put my feet. Just nothing. I try to smile threw the pain and I do a good job of it. But....... Just because you can't see it doesn't mean its not their. I just don't know anymore. I start Wyotech in the fall. I hope I can go. But most likely something else will be throw in my way and I'll be just short of the hurdle like I have been. I am hopefull as always but I am starting to dowt my own resolve. A granite fist is squizing my heart and not letting go. I have always believe its not the pounding you take in life that makes you who you are but the way you stand up from the beating and move forward. An thats all I've ever done is try.................. To........................ Move.................. Forward................ but it just gets harder and harder to do that. Then I fell in love with a woman and she promply ripped my heart out and stomped on it several time. Many times actually. First sleeping with my own brother then dismissing me completely. Even when I care so fucking much. I was with her threw her worst and her best but I get the fuckig shaft. In my life I am starting to feel like I don't deserve love. Maybe I don't deserve anything. Maybe I care to much. I care about my Family, I care about my Friends, I care about everything in my life. Sometimes I feel much older then I am. Maybe 50 or more then the mere 22 that I am. I've lived threw suicide attempt. I've lived past a fathers death. I've lived threw several depressions. I've lived threw protecting my brother and sister from the pain. I've lived threw Girlfriends and Friends. I've lived threw pain in my heart so bad I wish to carve it out. An this is only with in the last 22 yrs. I hate to see what the next 22 will be like........................... "laydownandcry". When you look back what am I to do?

My First Born Child

Then this is my baby. Aint she cute.

Just Wanted to post a whole bunch of Pics. I like Taking Pics.

IN the Beginning we had...........

Well in the Beginning we had ME. But anyways. To start out I'm just going to post a few pics for your in joyment.
This one is of my little niece. I had just gotten her to sleep around about 1 in the morning. I was babysitting. I adore her to death, Can't stand her parents tho. Shrug. Can't have everything I guess. To bad they moved down to Salem with my mother. I guess its for the best. Nick wasn't doing so good up here in this little hick town of Wenatchee.





This one is of my Sister. She Finally wore a dress. It was to prom. She was kind of smart and bought a dress that can double as a wedding dress. Her date looked like shit tho. Big ugly gorilla that he is. Johnny is his name?



Then the little hill just to the right of my home in Palisades. It was a nice day and I wanted to take pics. So I did.





Then this little varmint was the other part of the equation with the babysitting. I got her to go to sleep around 11 pm this night. She wanted to stay up and watch Anime on my Laptop. It was a weekend so I thought why not. I believe she fell asleep listening to Black Blood Brothers. Its a vampire anime.





But anyways thats the beginning then we will start with the cresendo to the climax I guess. But anyways LOVES TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT>